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....... On the way there, My Matou didn't say anything. It makes me really nervy when people don't speak. Dad says it's because I don't have much going on in my own head, which is hilarious coming from someone who knows all the words to "
New York, New York".
When we Got to the exact place, He looked at me << Honey, there isn't an easy way of saying this, but I'm going to have to go away>>
I said : " Hahahahaha... I know, to Hamburger-a-gogo ... and I'm coming too. I've been practising saying 'Have a Nice Day', and I can very nearly say it without throwing up. I rambled on, but he sptoped me.
<< Love! That interview I went to, was on an ecological Farm in New Zealand. and I've got it. I'm going to go live there for a year. It will be really hard to leave you, but you know it's the right thing to do.>>
"a Placement .....a....in....a.....Kiwi-a-gogo....Maoris....sheep....the.....it.....I.....Pardon??....Quoii??..."
How can this happening to me?? After all I've been throught.
I said: "We could recycle the caviar thins"
But he was serious.
4:30pm
Kiwi-a-gogo land, though... Loads of sheep and bearded loons. And I am sure that the men would be just as bad.
He flies off to Whakatane next week.
Next Week.
NeeeeXt Week!
4:35pm
He said maybe I could come over for holidays :s:s I tried to persuade him not to go there...nothing to do! :(
7:30pm
Phoned Jas and told her. She said "Oh My God" about a million times. Then she came round and stayed overnight with me.
In the middle of the night, in the dark, I said to her:
-" Jas, do you know what is weird?!"
-"What?"
-"Well, you know I am on the bronk of tragicosity and everything, but.... well, I've got this sort of weird... weird..."
-What?!
-" I'll tell you if you stop saying 'what'!!"
(I could hear her chewing in the dark. What had she found to chew??? :s:s )
"I've got this weird feeling of reliefiosity: un Soulagement! c'est bizzar but je suis soulagée :)
And she said: -"What, Like when you need a poo and then you have a poo?" HaaaaaaaHaaaaaaaa
Saturday
I've spoken to My Matou. He is upset, but he is definitly going.
He cried on the phone. :(
5:30pm
I am absolutely full of tragicolosity. I went for a walk down. I feel lonely as a clud.
Not lonly as a clud for long, because into "Nouga The Laugh", on his way to play au billard.
He said: - Hello groovster. How are you?
I said: - A bit on the poo and merde side, to be honest.
- Yeah, me too. Do you fancy going down to the park and hanging out for a bit?
He's really nice actually, almost normal, in fact for a boy, then I stared telling him what happened!
I must have the Cosmic Horn because of spring (even though it is February)
"Nouga the laugh" said we are only teenagers and we haven't been teenagers befor, so How can we know what we are supposed to do.
He's right. Although, I haven't a clue what he is talking about. He said we should just live live live for the moment!!
I must do something. I feel like I am going to explode.
10:10pm At Home
Phoned Jas.
-"Jas"
-"Oui"
-"Do you ever get the urge?"
-"Pardon?"
-"You know, to flow free and wild."
She was thinking."Well, when I'm alone in the house.... flick each other with flannels.."
-"Jas, You keep talking on the phone and I will send out for help."
-"It's good fun... what you do is..."
-"Jas, Jas guess what I am doing now?"
-"Are you dancing?"
-"Yes I am, My strange little Copine. But what am I dancing in?"
-"A ..."
-"Jas, Don't be Idiota. Concentrate. Try to get an image of me flowing wild and free."
-"Are you dancing in.... your knickers?"
-"Nooon! ... in nuuuddy pantalon ? !!!!!!!
And we both laughed like Loons on loon tablets. :)
I danced for ages around the house.
Midnight
Looking out of the house window and thinking.
All right, I'm not the kind of girl who's gonna be dependent! Surely, God wouldn't have invented all this unliss he was trying to tell me something. Anyway, He is some Kind of potent.
1:00am
Still looking out the window.
Pearhaps I could have "Lost" as unserious boyfriend. And for diplomatic world relations-type stuff ---> That Frenchy Boy who's gonna be crazy. Or Z' Cute Actor (as Yousra said) Or maybe Hmmmmmmmmmmm :) :) the stupid loony !! LooL why not ! yees ;) But I have to go back to university for that! :) :)
So I could have Matou For later!
Perfect. Providing he doesn't get a Kiwi accent and start snogging sheeps :) then, when he will come back from his strange country we can Go both to US.
Yeeeeeeeeees Here We Gooo!
So all's well that end's well in God's Land.
I'll Just say Goodnight to the Stars. GOOD NIGHT STARS!
And The moon. GOOD NIGHT MOON, YOU'RE GORGEOUS, BIG, ROUND, YELLOW, SEXY THING!
Hang on a minute! who's there at the middle of the night??
No WAY!!!!! LouuuuuuuuuL! I'm gonna tell it to Nouga the laugh tomorrow !! iiiwww !! That's Funny!
Entre temps , i'm Gonna watch Kenza's movies befor Sleeping.
____________ Z END!... Probably not! ;)
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